Tuesday, January 25, 2005

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Hmm... I never would have imagine that a Playstation 2 game called Magix Music Maker could be addicting but it is. I love it. Well my life... it's just normal... like everybody elses... I think? School.. i just wanna get through last semester.. I totally fucked up 1st semester by failing tonz of classes and skipping them but this quarter my goal is to.. force myself to do my homework which still needs to be done tonight and to actually go to class. Dustin.. yeah he makes me mad a lot but yet.. I'm still going out with him? WHAT? Yes Stacee is. I don't really think I'm ready for a boyfriend, yeah it's fun to flirt and hang out with guys but a relationship/boyfriend type... NO! I just don't kno what to do with guys anymore... I think I'm letting all my friends take advantage of me. It needs to stop! Yes I love them but taking advantage of me? I don't really think that's a true friend. One thing about Jennifer I hate is that she has to meet all these guys from ages 16-30 and she brings them to my house and shit.. LIKE I WANT SUM 30 YEAR OLD DUDE AT MY HOUSE!!! KNOWING WHERE I LIVE!! That's pathetic and everytime she wants to go somewhere with these "dudes" she barely knows, yes I go because I'll love her like a sister forever but I swear to god, one of these days, she's gunna get into the wrong car, truck, van, or whatever the fuck he has and knot fucking let us out and kill us or some shit. It's the shit she's gunna get us into. My family.. hmm.. It's been challenging every so often with my dad and whatnot. I finally told my mom I smoked and she doesn't really mind and a couple of days ago my brother caught me, Elizabeth, and Dustin smoking behind the Studio and he almost told my dad, which I was seriously ready to move into Jennifer's house for a while, they'd let me, I've lived there for a while before. Family problems SUCK! I think I'm gunna try to quit smoking though... I hate that word.. "smoking".. I know it's gunna ruin my life (maybe) and especially make me struggle more with school work even though whenever I didn't smoke I had trouble as well. Fuck it probably won't happen though but fucking A.. SMOKING SUCKS!! If I were you, whoever you are, NEVER START!!! Well 6 more hourz until I'm on the bus.. another late nyter.. Love yah

-Dj StenZiLLL
(my fake sorta Dj nickname)

MARC!lol

Monday, January 24, 2005


This Is Mason Hattie... He Is A Good Friend... HeHe...
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Friday, January 14, 2005

... SUCKS!!

How is your world? Mine just sucks! It SUCKS! IT SUCKS! IT SUCKS! School is stupid, some people are stupid, and teachers are stupid!! That's why right now I am in 5th hour English, and I'm skipping it because English is really really stupid. Me, Cole, Sara, Dustin, Jessica, Chris, Brad, and other people were going to go to Bear Creek and get fucking stoned and shit but Dustin and Cole were getting the stuff and they almost got caught by fucking fobbio!! He sucks ass!! I think mainly every else that knows him thinks the same thing besides honors students. My life has been lazy and boring! Yes I am still going out with Dustin Sopher. Almost five minutes until English gets out, then I'm going to door 1 to try to go to Bear Creek this hour again... and hopefully we will get out this time. I've went out for a smo for about 4 times today already... before school it was like below 0 then during hour 2 it was 5 degrees then 8 during 4th hour then now it went down 5 degrees. Well this is Stacee's life now.. and hopefully it will continue to get better because next semester I'm gunna try to actually succeed because this semester is fucked mainly because I skipped soo much and didn't do practically any homework!! Well peace out... C ya

Tuesday, January 04, 2005

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Monday, January 03, 2005


This is Christopher Roberts, he is my friend from Lewiston.
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This pic is of me and Lisa...
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